Thursday, 9 February 2012

Inception


I am an illusion.
The non-existent self in me, hums the lullaby.
The me, sleeps.
It’s a dream world, they say.

The sharpness of reality, tries to convince me,
The very existence.

I jump, within Dreams, Dreams within Dreams.

Stuck in the eternal cycle of sleep,
I lose myself, within myself.

Wednesday, 18 January 2012

Random Thoughts.


Life is itself the strangest thing you can ever come across. I mean, sometimes you have it all figured out, but in an instant all the premonitions shudder around you, like the hurried drops of rain during the rainy season. Suppose you are all dressed up for a party; it is very obvious that you will run under cover. And why so? Because it is unethical to go to party when you are messed up. You won’t look good. From the very beginning, we are only interested in our external appearance. The way we look, the clothes we wear, it is all for the others, out there.
What does it feels like, to step out in the rain, on one such rainy night? What does it feels like to do something for ourselves. Just for fun, a type of self enlightment perhaps. And in the process we connect to our inner self, the God inside us.
This constant search for the inner self, the God inside,has taken me to places. A thousand teachers have their own ways, for reincarnation. But what I now know, there is no way. Just believe there is a way. And then, voila! You have the way and a step closer to freedom.
I am going on walking, one step at a time, in caution, lest I may fall.
I don’t want to fall, whatever the distractions might be. We all have our own personal legends to fulfill, and I am not going to lose, now. And in my journey, there were a thousand people. It is like meeting a fellow traveller at some crossroads. I talk and share the experience for a while, but I have to remember, in the end, it’s my journey and mine alone.

Sunday, 15 January 2012

Promises

Enigma,the patterns of melancholy.It is how you whisper.
Or how the lips dance,in their own mysterious trance.
But still,tormented by your own demons,you cry out,
In such a delight!
It is the way you are.

What are those shadows,those that dance around the corner,
In this tiny little room,in which you try to breathe?

Oh Yes,you will win! It is written on the stars.

Strength,O Mighty Thor!Where lies your golden hammer?
Is it hidden somewhere or just turned into dust?





Friday, 25 November 2011

It's You!


You know it’s you.
Who else I would talk about, now, at this hour?
The illusion could have been an option, just some seconds before. But now,
It’s you.

Yes, it’s you, definitely.

After that sacred ritual, how I kissed your arms, that day?
How I looked deep into your eyes?
It’s all making sense now!

Amidst the naked lust,
It was sparkle of your eyes.
Hallucination, I thought!

So, it’s definitely you.

Trust me, don’t you?
It’s not the chemicals talking.

Some taxi beeps,
peeep peeeep!
And there went the money!

There’s your door.
I had to run, fast!
Because,
Today, I will just talk.


Friday, 18 November 2011

And those choices we make.


Moments linger, in my skin. Your soft touches, the nervous giggles, i remember them all.
The warmth of your skin, the smoothness of your breaths, all are here.
You make me nervous, once again.
The brisk kiss, in the middle of the road, the tiny peck.
Our dreams, immortal they will be.
So why the shivers, old friend? What are you afraid of?
Is it the pain, the pain of the thousand needles piercing your soul?
A savage urge for salvation, for freedom?


End is always an option, a choice it has been, for everyone, for generations.
Otherwise you have the key.

Sunday, 6 November 2011

Them


She said: I will feel bad.
He said: I am not doing a favour.You are a part of me.It’s you as a whole, not chapters.
She just looked at him.


She just looked at him.
He said: We are awesomely perfect.
She said: That’s because we both are so fucked up!
And he smiled.


She said: I am not used to this. I manage all by myself. Why are you doing this?
He said: Because I love you.
She just looked at him.


He said: What will I do without you? You complete me.
And she thought about The Dark Knight.


Both of them sang “Lights will guide you home, and ignite your bones, and I will try to fix you.”


Both of them giggle after the 1st kiss. He almost broke his glasses.


She blinked.
He blinked back.


They hold hands.Inseperable.

Thursday, 3 November 2011

Hope


Burning fingertips. When your burning fingertips touch my skin, I feel the rage of hormones, within.
Ancient emotions, which was once buried under the deep black earth, reawaken. A new life, unearthed.

The smell of acid, acid dripping from your lips.
I look around. Torn pages wander across the room. Some pretty blank pages.
There’s no blood.

The weather is too cold. It’s the touch of the ice cubes.
A blindfolded you, a blindfolded me.
Blinded by gruesome faith and tormenting belief, we walk along.

It’s acid, instead of blood. I need some more.